There goes my
Two month fantasy, my summer in the sunshine
It's time to drop the vanity and see the world is unkind
Sitting in my room alone and waiting for a phone call
Feeling like shit, but this time it's not my own fault
Or is it?  I was too blind or something, I was too something
Now it's too motherfucking late for me to do something
Absence made my heart grow fonder, but that's all wrecked, 'cause um
Seems she's reconciled and getting back with her ex-husband
I'm certain that I loved her even though I hardly fucking knew her
Cause clouds would go away on rainy days if I was talking to her
Even just sitting there and smiling at the phone reciever
Now I'm fucked up because I can't, won't, don't believer her
Ex is back, that wrecks my dreams
My last light has been skimmed like dairy cream
Everything is cold, I've got an ice cream headache like
Dairy Queen, I'm very clean but I'm
Feeling worse than scum, and I bet I'd be
Wrong to say the worst has come


I guess she was just a dream and I've been woken up
I'm all broken up, nothing can stop me from choking up
Crying one tear at a time
Lend me an ear, I can't hear out of mine
Let me cry on your shoulder, my own is used up
My heart's just another big muscle, it's bruised up
And tender...