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I guess I should have listened to you,
When you say I am a lying bitch,
When you say that I am no good,
If I could die... But its only a wish.
How can you solve all problems,
If violence only creates one more,
God was supposed to save me from hell,
But god ain't here any more.
I know I fucked up bad,
And no matter how much I apologize,
It'll never stopped the pain you've caused,
And somehow I'm breaking up inside.
I've gotten used to your harh words,
I'm always acting strong,
Trying to re-trace the path I've chosen,
Where the hell did I go wrong?
Hate hurts more then the fists,
That hit me across the face,
I used to love my parents,
For them I'd risk my life, my fate.
But something happened so long ago,
Something went terribly wrong,
Your always trying to find out my secrets,
That I've had buried inside for so long.
Its your fault that I messed up,
Cuz' you were never there,
But for some reason they think it's my fault,
And treated me so unfair.
I chose the wrong path,
And I choose to ignore,
My family who now hates me,
They've shut and locked the door.
Left outside on the cold streets,
Never again to be known,
Why I have created this hell,
And locked myself away from home.
But the path that i have chosen,
Is better go unseen,
To forget about my problems,
Many know what I meen.
My parents think I am a fucker,
But they refuse to see,
That I am just an image,
Of what they used to be.
The past has been forgotten,
But only in my mind,
If we were only friends,
The solution we could find.
I am all alone with only hate,
To shield me from the cold,
Wishing I could be loved instead,
To last until I was old.
They think I want them to hate me,
But in their hearts they know it's a lie,
Wishing I could end my life,
All I want is to die.
Alone, Forgotten,
By myself,
This world is but,
A living hell