=========================================================================== BBS: Night Line BBS Date: 08-20-96 (10:19) Number: 28 From: SUN FLOWER Refer#: NONE To: ALL Recvd: NO Subj: poems Conf: (101) Poetry --------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Real Me Every single night, As I lay me down to sleep, I never know what happens, But a tear rolls down my cheek. As I think of all I've done, And what I'll never do, Because there is nothing left, And my life will soon be through. I toss and turn, As the past fills my mind, As I start to frantically search, For happy memories I know I'll never find. As I think of all my friends, That were, but are now no more, Always looking for a way to end my saddness, Always looking for a cure. But I'll never find it, Its too far a way, And my sadness grows deeper, With each passing day. I'll always wear a smile on my face, So no one will know how I feal, Because they won't believe its me, They won't think its real. Who will listen to me when I need to talk? Who will be there to hear every single thought? This is the real me, I've somehow burried deep inside, And now I know too much, And the real me I must hide.