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An Gorta Mór

The Shannon licks the hull
in starving vulture swells
hunger carves out my insides 
the radio faints
too weak to hum

People writhe on the riverbank
revert to animals 
faces gaping with grass
The ones not yet dead
can only gum breaths
and reminisce 
perhaps a song, a wrong
on a baby's head a goodnight kiss 

How many days of just flour 
and dirty river water
and all the boy can manage 
is shuddering half-sleep, fluttering half-eyes
My son, mo chroí, above everything
I demanded the universe
bow and present itself to you
I have given you all this, I mean
I couldn't even spare you 
all this
Grosse Île

Snow smelts into the St. Lawrence
some mad smithie up there 
hammering the clouds to confetti sparks
throws a silent parade 
for my Akami 
today he takes on the world
and I lose a son

He lost his sense for a stick girl 
alighting from a coffin ship
her eyes passion black and furious
he wove the Heart's Desire Knot
threw it to her ashore and proving himself 
an astounding idiot 
dove into the winter water to her

On the pier, that powerful strip of youth
wearing his father's coffee skin, calls to me
through the soundless snow
bursting me open with pride
Despite the tribulations, the wars
Akami's grown majestic 
in mirth and wonder
into a man
still translates to half-fool

Look at that shivery grin
his teeth all ice lilies 
comme la lune opaline
such sudden heat
though they've barely shared a word
The engine boars on and the jetty lingers
for a frozen breath
he's waving, growing ever smaller as we go
and look, now a wee scamp plotting mischief
making turbans with my bandages
and now he is the infant once tiny to my breast
now a speck, now just a glimmer
and now he's gone 
Ekimi crumples next to me, madly sobbing 
snow flakes cling to my lashes
dissolve into water