The images that flash before me are nothing but a blur, I strain to see the light from inside the darkness, but to no avail. I look for a way out, and one is near, if only I could reach to the light, reach to the door, reach to the sanity... But before I realize it all is lost, in nothingness, all is nothing and I am everything. I wait for a friend to answer my calls, one approaches, but her eyes are cold and dark. I try to comfort but as I look deeper, deeper I realize that these are the eyes of my life, these are the eyes that bore pain, anguish, fear, hate and once, just once love. I stare at the girl fasinated by her appearence. She is in all black butwith one gold chaine.. A cross around her neck. From the cross flows light, from the light flows forgiveness, and from the forgivness flows compassion. Death holding compassion and not even knowing it.. Again I search her eyes. A pit followed by fire followed by ice. I could fall into this pit, this neverending hole but I turn away. My mind races for a chance to escape, I must leave this girl and those like her, but she calls me, she beckons me.. I scream... Fear not death but hate, revenge and sorrow. Oh how I long for the bittersweet end of eternity but I must now suffer in everlasting pain, everlasting sorrow and everlasting existence... Death is but another journey in our life. Something to be cherished and awaited, but not feared and unwanted.. So say your goodbyes while there is time. Never hold back, never be afraid. Take the chances you recieve because they may be your last. Life was made so we could laugh, love, learn and live. Don't ruin your life by crying, don't ruin your life by running. Accept who you are and what you do, and then and only then can you truly be happy and truly be free.